Letter to My Abuser

Were you put on this earth to lift people up or tare people down? Do you want to make them feel better about themselves so that maybe you can save one life from suicide or do you want to help them die?

I would really hate to be you when you stand in front of God on Judgment Day. He’s going to be so disappointed in you because he did not put you on this earth to destroy people. You really should have to live alone and suffer for the rest of your life only because you are destructive. You can’t go around destroying lives without consequence. You WILL stand in front of God on Judgment Day. You have no other choice.

Life is hard enough without people like you. You are so superior to yourself. You think you are some kind of God that should be worshiped. I have news for you, my friend. There is only one God and you are not him. No one owes you anything. Women are not doormats. I don’t know at what point in your life someone allowed you to start believing they are but I’d sure like to know. Actually, I think I do know. I’m not her and I’m not her. I’m not that desperate.

I write to calm my nerves. It gives me a sense of control over my own life in such an evil world. I am forty years old. Yes, I am capable of making my own decisions. You are capable of making your own decisions. However, that doesn’t give you the right to question why or why not someone chooses the life they live. My job is not to change anyone, my job is to leave.

You do not intimidate me anymore. I see you for what you really are now. A coward, master manipulator, evil, sadistic, self-centered,  destructive, controlling, abusive, uneducated, worthless, POS.

I can move on in happiness. You will never be happy.

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